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Once upon a time there was a good girl, and she felt nothing at all because she was Nobody. It's not like no one at all. But she did not understand who she was, since where everyone had a Soul, Pain lived with her. This Pain sometimes looked like a huge bleeding wound, and sometimes like emptiness, like a black hole, which was no better for the girl. And since she really wanted to understand whether she was eating, the girl constantly approached people, looked ingratiatingly into their eyes and said to herself; - “Well, look at me, I’m really good.” But no one noticed the girl. No, it’s not that they didn’t notice, they noticed and even used it, and always. Give it, bring it, must, be silent, don’t interfere, be patient, and the girl did everything, everything, everything, because she really wanted to be good for everyone, for everyone. To be loved, accepted, pitied, and generally paid attention to. After all, you have to fill the hole in your soul with something. And so our girl lived, she was comfortable for everyone, she smiled at everyone, she didn’t refuse anyone anything, she didn’t contradict anyone, she didn’t quarrel with anyone, because she couldn’t. WHAT WILL PEOPLE THINK? That’s how our “good” girl would have grown old if it weren’t for the hole in her soul. And the hole kept growing and growing (like yeast dough), and filling more and more space. And with the hole, the pain grew. The hole was huge, and the pain was unbearable. And then one day the girl thought, maybe what’s wrong with her? And the girl looked inside her soul and cried, because she saw behind the joyful and always smiling shell a huge darkness and emptiness. At first the girl was scared. She screamed and cried from pain, fear, misunderstanding and some kind of ringing hopelessness. But then, when her eyes got used to the darkness, she saw a small, wonderful baby, huddled in a far corner out of fear. It was her SOUL. The soul sat quietly in its corner, curled up into a ball. She had already begun to lose faith that someday they would be able to find her in this all-consuming black hole. The soul was losing hope. But suddenly a miracle happened!!! Our good girl wiped away her tears, calmed down and decided that she didn’t want to be GOOD anymore. I took the baby by the hand and together they walked towards the light, towards freedom and towards a new life. And if you are nobody, then it’s not so bad, because you can become anyone.